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Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
7:29 pm

happy new year guys! i know its a little late..but hey!
well, i finished painting my room yesterday..it looks so pimp. wow. and i sorta rearranged some things. i have a crap load of room now..and my mom said i can get a bean bag chair!! woot. i love those things. anywhoo...i missed school today cuz i have a really bad sore throat..and i think the 135 crunches ms, genaro made me do yesterday have a little something to do with it..but oh well. my neck hurts sooo bad. it sucks. and now it sucks even more that i missed school because all this week we're prepping for finals that are next week! im scared!!! i hate tests with a passion. i hope ill be okae. i got pictures from my homecoming a couple days ago..i know..HELLLLLA late. but ohh well. ill put those up later on too. umm...nothing is really going on right now in my life. its boring, as usual. i miss someone..everyone knows who that is though..and if you dont..then oh well. lol. so..on new years i went to a partay. and had some fun times. how was your new years? in like 3 weeks Mikes band is coming to foster city to play a show at the vibe!! everyone should come!! its gonna be off the wall. especially because i get to see Mikeee. lol. anywho..i guess thats all i have to say..mucho love kids

xoxo Aya

current mood: my throat hurts
Comments: 1 hug - give me a hug.
Friday, December 31st, 2004
2:31 pm - first update in a while
well, lets see...i just got home from Tahoe last night..well i guess this morning. we got back around 1. and i went to bed at 4. it took us forever just to get from Tahoe to my dads house in El Dorado..(near sacramento). 8 hours. it was a crazy snow storm. yup yup. well..i hardly did anything in Tahoe. i was VERY terribly lazy. watched a lot of TV..jumped around like a monkey on my KING sized bed. =D. i listened to music..bought 3 new CDs. which are very awesome, by the way. i bought...MarkB, Dillinger 4, and a comp. called "short music for short people" its from Fat Wreck Chords and its like 101 bands playing 30 second songs. its awesome. um...my little buddy from PS that had to quit a while back was in the same resort as me..so that was coolio. the snow was so pretty. my mom and I went outside for a walk at like 1130 and it was snowing..so softly..and if you look up.it looked like stars were falling on you. it was awesome!! the ice skating ring was totally snowed in..and i went in it and ran around of spun. it was so much fun. i also went in the middle of the road and sat there for like 5 minutes. hehe. snow is so cool. i wrote "listen to the matches" in the snow..and these guys were looking at me weird. lol. its all good. so that vacation wasnt a total waste. it was actually fun. i was gonna go boarding, but i dont know why i didnt..well, my pants didnt fit me anymore. theyre like 2 years old..so i wouldnt really expect them to. but yeah..i did other stuff to keep me entertained. i drew a lot..and wrote a lot..and listened to Sublime, Senses Fail, and Saves The Day a lot..my brother got an iPod..so i was listening to it half the time..lol. yup yup. well lets see...so it took us 8 hours to get from Tahoe to my dads,  when we got to my dads..Brian, Ducky and Tony were in my living room...waiting for my brother i guess. it was cool. i havent seen them in a while. so yeah. so i got my bunnie..AKA my dog. lol. (hes actually a bunnie..but i call him my dog because i want a dog) and then i got my stuff...gave my baby (my sister) a kiss..and then left. it took us about 3 hours to get home. plus we stopped by Dennys in Vacaville cuz we hadent eaten sinse..like 1 that afternoon. so yeah...it was hella weird cause..where the bathrooms were there was a door that said "the hidden saloon" or something like that...i started laughing out loud...lol..haha. but like seriously...picture someone saying "lets go to the hidden saloon in Dennys!"..what the hell? gotta love it..anywho..when we were driving thru sac i saw mikes dads pool table store. "Parvizi Pool Tables" it was crazy!! i was like...WHOA!! thats mikes dads or families store!! awwesome. lol. i got excited. anywho... when we got home...i was so happy to see my room again. i missed it. and then we watched Dr. Dolittle..and the i halfway cleaned my room..and then went to bed. yup yuppp. anywho..i believe that is all so...i hope everyone had a merry christmas!!! and have a Happy New year!!!! wooooot.

current mood: refreshed
Comments: give me a hug.
Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
3:11 pm

Last cigarette: never
Last car ride: yesterday, coming back from the paint shop
Last good cry: a while ago
Last kiss: sep 11.
Last phone call: last night/this morning with Sheraj
Last shoes worn: my dance shoes
Last song played: The Matches- Eryn Smith
Last item bought: christmas presents
Last annoyance: the headache ive had sinse last night
Last website visited: xanga
Last words you said: yeah
Last song you sang: Eryn Smith
What color of underwear are you wearing? blue/black
What's under your bed?: my kimono
What time did you wake up today?: um..9 or 10 something


Where do you want to go? Wherever
What is your career going to be? music
Where are you going to live? i dont know
How many kids do you want? atleast 2
What kind of car(s): who knows


Current mood: headache! =(
Current music: Audio Karate- nintendo 89
Current taste: strawberry kiwi juice
Current hair: braids
Current clothes: green tang top, audio karate sweater, shorts, over ther shorts=PJ pants, and socks
Current hate: my headache!!!

(X) - you've done
(_) - you haven't done

(X) been drunk
(_) been high
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(X) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
(X) been dumped
(_) been in a fist fight
(X) snuck out of my parent's house
(X) ever dated someone of the opposite sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(_) been arrested
(X) made out with a stranger< it was a dare
(_) Stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in times square
(_) gone on a blind date
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(X) skipped school
(_) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(X) punched a friend when playing around
(_) been to Canada
(X) been to Mexico
(X) been on a plane
(_) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) thrown up in a bar
(_) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(X) eaten sushi
(X) been snowboarding
(_) met someone in person from the internet
(XXXXX) been moshing at a concert
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(X) taken painkillers


1. Nervous Habits? bite my lip, fiddle with a pen/pencil, look around
2. Are you double jointed? nope
3. Can you roll your tongue? yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? yeah!! its cool
5. Can you blow spit bubble? no
6. Can you cross your eyes? yes
7. Piercings and where? nooo
8. Do you make your bed daily? nope
10. Which shoe goes on first? right usually
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? hardly any..i usually spend it really fast
13. What jewelry do you wear? my locket and braclets
14. Favorite piece of clothing?  any of my sweaters


15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? eat it
16. Have you ever eaten Spam?NOPE
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? mint something, or choco chip cookie dough
18. Favorite candy treat? shockersssss
19. Ideal bagel? toasted with cream cheese
20. How many cereals in your cabinet? probably like 3

Comments: 2 hugs - give me a hug.
Monday, December 20th, 2004
9:33 pm - I wrote this over a 2 days period, so if you get confused..that’s probably why.

hey guys! its sunday night and im not a wink tired! goooo me. hehe. winter break is finally here and it has been fantastic so far. lol. i really hope it stays that way!! so lets see..im sorry i havent updated in a while..so to catch up on my school stuff..um, lets see...at the last jazz festival(that I couldn’t go to..), Aragon Jazz Band placed 4th in the intermediate division, and *shock* Aragon Jazz Ensemble didnt even place!!!!!!!!!! ahh. i couldnt believe it either..lol. anywho...umm, david is once again scaring me just a smidge. He talks to my friends that i dont really hang out with outside of class and tells them that he really likes me and crap like that..umm, i think hes going just a little over board. last friday (the last day of school) was sooo much fun! i came to school with my santa hat and a smile on, along with a bag of presents and candy canes. it was soo much fun!! during 4th period the leadership kids were giving the candy grams to whoever got sent one..and i got one from carlos! i felt so special, i love him, hes such a sweetie. everyone was in such a great mood on friday, hehe. there is a reason for that though..CHRISTMAS IS HERE!! hehe. now lets see..friday at 4, i went to PS practice and then a show..and Sheraj, Adam and I started a tickle war! hehe..gotta love it. after that show, i went home and was lazy. on Saturday we had another PS show at 2 and that was fun, i suppose..it was the same as every other show..so yeah. our holiday shows are getting old..argh. the same songs and dances everytime..it sucks..but oh well. i love christmas time so its okae. =D. Saturday evening..i was totally stressing because i thought i was gonna miss the show! ahh. THEEEE show. The matches, the plain white t's, all heroes die, and one other band, that i totally missed because the bitch at the door wouldnt let me in..she was so mean! arghh. but then her husband, the other ticket person, was like "i'll get you in, dont worry"so that was like..super good. he was really nice. so when i walked in, All Heroes Die was getting ready and they played a pretty awesome set. i really liked them. ohh yeah! i totally forgot about The Littlest Man Band, (the guys from Reel Big Fish), they put on a pretty nice show, it wasnt the ska i was expecting, but thats A-okae.  but yeah..anywho, after them, was the Plain white t's!! they wereee WOWOWOWOWOW! Yess. They played ‘please don’t do this’!! yayayayayayayayayay. Anywho…after the plain white fucking t’s, THE MATCHESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS went on! Holy shit guys. They put on such a kick ass show. Wow. The only thing I didn’t like was that they didn’t play Eryn Smith..but they DID play ‘track 11 scratched out’. And ‘destination: nowhere near’, and ‘JACK SLAP CHEEEEEEEEEEER’ tite stuff kids. If you don’t listen to the matches, you better. That’s all I have to say. Umm, lets see..it was really really hot inside and mike was wearing his jacket! Hes crazy..he looked like he was gonna faint, and we didn’t have any water..i got sorta scared, but he was okae..so that turned out good. Right after their set ended jon and shawn were signing/taking pictures/saying hi to people. Lol..i got both of them to sign my pants! Gooooo me! I love Jons blonde half-afro. Its an afro, but like..when he sweats it just looks regular, but hes a cutie either way, so its all fine and dandy. Shawn is such a sexy beast. I love his hair. Oh man. Hehe..its cwaaazy! It was awesome. I miss going to shows so much, I seriously needed Saturday night..i let out so much anger and stress and how im a happy camper. Sunday: I woke up around 10 and had to get ready for the PS party, which, by the way, kicked ass. I love PS parties, theyre soo much nerdy fun. Haha, gotta love the tickle war. Its on, guys! Ill sneak up on you…and get you when you don’t expect it! Mwahahahahahahaaa. Well, that’s pretty much my whole day on Sunday..i came home and there was like 7 japanese people sitting in my dining room..i was like..uh, okae. My parents friends, I guess. Today(Monday): I woke up thinking of camp..as usual. I got it bad for camp. =D. but yeah..first I listened to the alarm tone on my phone that I used every morning at camp to wake up at 6:30, and then I looked at my camp picture..and saw our 2004 camp shirts..then decided to try and design a new one. I hope itll be good when I finish it..as of now it says : hayward- lahonda in the format that’s on the matches album cover of “E. Von Dahl killed the Locals” and then it will have a trombone, a trumpet, a bass, a flute, a sax and an oboe. It sounds like its gonna be dumb, but..no actually it probably will look dumb..lol, but im gonna try to make it a little better than it sounds.  Itll be cool..i mean I DO have like 7 months to finish it. ONLY 7 months!!! Ahh. Hehe. I cant wait. Hopefully mine and Annas little plan to go to the city with a hand full of camp kids will work out, sometime over break. Hehe. I cant believe that its already 2005..well..in like 11 days. But wowowowow. I remember on new years eve in 1999, I thought that right when the clock striked midnight everything was gonna change and there would be flying cars everywhere..lol..i was 9 years old..so be quiet. Lol. I love Christmas time. Its wonderful. Im listening to a cover of ‘it had to be you’  by Frank Sinatra. Hehe. Gotta love it. Well, tonight at 7, im seeing my buddy, Austin, and his little brother, Aaron, in a Christmas Show. Its gonna be good. I love Austin, hes soo cute! Hes a little 5th grader, blonde hair, blue eyes, hes so adorable. And his brother is like a mini him. Hehe. =D well that’s all for now..mucho love.
*we wish you a Merry Christmas, we wish you a Happy Hanakah, a Happy Kwanza and Feliz Navidad*
xoxo Aya

current mood: hehe
Comments: give me a hug.
Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
9:05 pm - sorta me, i guess...

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current mood: allright..
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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
5:58 pm - ..my loves..
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current mood: amazed
Comments: give me a hug.
Friday, December 3rd, 2004
9:21 pm - christmas is here!
today we (PS) did a show at the burlingame tree lighting! w0ot. it actually wasnt all that cool because the girls didint get to do chicago..but ohh well. it was FREEZINNNGGGGG!!!!! AHHHHH. cwazy. but yeah..so tonight is the iMusicast show with DxD and tragedy andy. i wish i could be there...Mike is there. im gonna see mike in 2 weeks! im excited! hopefully these 2 weeks will go by fast, because i miss him a whole lot! anywhooooo. ive been talking to David a lot more lately..which is alll good, yo. hes a cool guy. he says "eh?" a lot. i think its funny..haha. ummm, today was all that great..i had 2 tests, and crap due..and argh. the only good thing is that its friday, and i got to dance! yeah..pretty much. i saw SHIKHA! yay. *starbucks* yay! hehe.. i miss little Christian! he was this little like 6 or 7 year old in PS. and he had to stop for some reason, i miss him! he used to give me hugs! and adam was there today, so i could get a bear hug from him..but i DID get hugs from Jessie, Jeremy, and victoria..and you know that i STOLE one from Sheraj. lol. looove it. anywho..im hella bored, and tired, so thats my update for the day! have fun guyyys!
xoxo Aya

current mood: tired
Comments: give me a hug.
Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
9:01 pm
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life to cross this line 
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
I'ts time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line 
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line 
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true..
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current mood: feelin good
Comments: give me a hug.
Sunday, November 28th, 2004
8:12 pm

things arent always how you expect them to be...

ill put it off
she didnt say anything at all
i used to talk to her online..
now things arent all that fine
i waited a while..
but was it worth the while to see her..for just one week?
she was so confused
and i think that i am too
i think i have to see her
i waited a while..
but was it worth the while to see her..for just one week?
- one dollar riot

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current mood: confused
Comments: 1 hug - give me a hug.
5:13 pm


[x] made a wish
[x] tied your shoes
[x] eaten cake
[x] signed a contract
[ ] made something explode
[ ] directly and knowingly supported the pornography industry
[x] sent something through the US mail
[x] been very angry
[x] gone a day without eating
[x] stolen something you considered "insignificant"
[x] watched more than three different television shows
[x] been intoxicated by any substance
[x] thrown up
[x] gotten paid
[ ] gone a night without sleeping
[x] broken something you like by accident
[x] envied someone very strongly
[x] finished an artistic project
[x] hated
[x] made very loud noise
[x] made noise that was too loud
[x] given a thumbs up
[x] slept in a bed that is not, or has never been, your own
[x] sampled
[ ] listened to Pat Benatar's "Love Is A Battlefield"
[x] been drunk..not intentionally
[ ] smoked pot
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex
[x] rode in a taxi
[x] been dumped
[ ] been fired
[ ] been in a fist fight
[ ] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
[x] snuck out of my parent's house
[ ] been arrested
[ ] made out with a stranger
[ ] stole something from my job
[ ] went on a blind date
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] had a crush on teacher
[ ] been to europe
[x] skipped school


[ ] have a bf
[ ] have a gf
[x] have a crush
[x] feel loved... sometimes
[x] feel lonely
[x] feel happy
[ ] hate yourself
[x] think you're attractive..sorta
[x] have a dog
[x] have your own room
[x] listen to rap
[x] listen to rock
[x] listen to soul
[ ] listen to techno
[x] listen to reggae
[ ] listen to metal
[x] listen to emo/screamo
[x] listen to acoustic
[x] have more than one best friend
[x] get good grades
[x] play an instrument
[x] have slippers
[ ] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner
[x] like the color blue
[x] like the color yellow
[ ] cyber
[ ] claim
[x] like to read..sometimes
[x] like to write
[x] have long hair
[ ] have short hair
[x] have a cell phone
[ ] have a laptop
[ ] have a pager


[ ] ugly
[ ] pretty
[x] ok
[x] bored
[x] happy
[x] bilingual..barely
[ ] white
[ ] black
[x] asian
[x] mexican
[x] short
[ ] tall
[ ] grounded
[x] sick
[x] a virgin
[x] lazy
[x] single
[x] taken
[x] looking
[ ] not looking
[ ] talking to someone
[x] IMing someone
[x] scared to die
[x] tired
[x] sleepy
[x] annoyed
[ ] hungry
[x] thirsty
[ ] on the phone
[ ] in your room
[ ] drinking something
[ ] eating something
[x] in your pjs
[x] ticklish
[x] listening to music
[ ] homophobic
[ ] racist


[x] been drunk..not intentionally
[x] been high...not intentionally
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex
[x] kissed a member of the same sex
[ ] crashed a friend's car
[x] been to Japan
[x] ridden in a taxi
[x] been dumped
[ ]been fired or laid off
[ ] ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] ever dated someone of the same sex
[x] had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[ ] made out with a stranger
[ ] celebrated new years in time square
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
[ ] been married
[ ] gotten divorced
[ ] had children
[ ] seen someone die.
[ ] been to Africa.
[x] Punched a friend..friendly punch
[ ] Been to Canada
[x] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[ ] Purposely set a part of myself on fire
[x] Eaten Sushi
[x] Been Snowboarding
[ ] Met someone in person from the internet
[x] Been moshing at a concert
[ ] been in an abusive relationship
[ ] been pregnant or got someone pregnant
[ ] lost a child
[ ] gone to college
[ ] graduated college, community
[ ] had sexual intercourse of any kind
[ ]tried killing yourself
[x] taken painkillers
[x] love someone or miss someone right now

First best friend: Chanel Hill
first car: dont have one..
First date: movies
First real kiss: jake duncan..
First screen name: umm...babeeka185 i believe
First self purchased CD: i think Nsync
First pets: Hopsi, the bunny i got when i turned 6
First piercing/tattoo: n/a
First musician you remember hearing in your house: the beatles/america
Last cigarette: none..
Last car ride: yesterday coming back from tahoe
Last kiss: al
Last good cry: a couple days ago
Last library book checked out: a thousand pieces of gold
Last movie seen: van wilder
Last beverage drank: juice
Last food consumed: pumpkin pie
Last crush: nathan gill and Mike Parvizi
Last phone call: Hannah
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: adidas
Last cd played: 4th of july mix..w0ot
Last item bought: hot cocoa
Last annoyance: my brother
Last disappointment: getting sick
Last shirt worn: bret harte jazz band shirt
Last website visited: Live Journal
Last word you said: journal
Last song you sang: simple plan- welcome to my life
What color socks are you wearing? none
What's under your bed? the kimono my grandma paid a lot of money for
What time did you wake up today? 8 something


where do you want to go? nowhere
What is your career going to be? i have no idea, but hopefully itll be affiliated with music
Where are you going to live? california
How many kids do you want? atleast 2
What kind of car(s) do you want: a nice one


Current mood: bored
Current music: music from the movie "mr. hollunds opus"
Current taste: juice
Current hair: pulled back
Current clothes: jamis
Current annoyance(s): nothing
Current desktop picture: one of the boring pictures that comes with the PC
Current book: bless me, ultima
Current color of toenails: none
Current hate: nothing


1. Nervous Habits? playing with my pen/pencil/hair, or biting my lip
2. Are you double jointed? no
3. Can you roll your tongue? yup
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? yeah
5. Can you blow spit bubble? i dont know
6. Can you cross your eyes? Yeah
7. Tattoos? none
8. Piercings and where? none..im dead afriad of needles
9. Do you make your bed daily? no


10. Which shoe goes on first? right
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? yeah
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? like a dollar
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? my locket, a turtle bracelet, a green braclet, a black one (thanks drew), and then the ones that justinie gave me
14. Favorite piece of clothing? my cozy sweaters


15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? eat it
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? no
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? depends on my mood
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? probably 2 or 3
19. What's your favorite beverage? water
20. What's your favorite restaurant? poncho villa
21. Do you cook? sometimes

22. How often do you brush your teeth? twice a day
23. Hair drying method? comb and dry
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? no


25. Do you swear? Yes
26. Do you ever spit? when im brushing my teeth


27. Animal? turtles
28. Food? ethinc..(ex: japanese, mexican, indian, philipino..)
29. Month? july
30. Day? friday/saturday
31. Favorite Cartoon Character? cyote
32. Shoe Brand? chuck taylor converse
33. Subject in school? band
34. Color? greem
35. Sport? baseball
36. TV show? full house


41. The CD player? the matches
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? hella random people
43. Ever taken a cab? yup
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? no
45. What color is your bedroom? white..but its gonna be painted soon!
46. Do you use an alarm clock? yup..
47. Window seat or aisle? window


48. Whats your sleeping position? sides, tummy, back..whatever
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? Yes
50. Do you snore? nope
51. Do you sleepwalk? Nope
52. Do you talk in your sleep? sometimes
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no
54. How about with the light on? nope
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or raido on? no

current mood: bored..
Comments: give me a hug.
Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
5:26 pm - genevieve likes my face

hey kids,
im in a verrry good mood today! good days have been here for me for a couple days now. hehe. i like, i like. alriight..so of course, school..::eh em:: class is boring. schooool is fun. i was just thinking, middle school sucked compared to high school. anywhoo. i just tried typing a whole conversation that me and my friend, veronica, had..but it erased..so nevermind. so if i talk to you on a regular basis...you probably know that theres a new guy in my life. not my boyfriend, yet. but i like him, and he likes me. weve been talking a lot, which is good, i wanna get to know him. really well. his name is Nathan, hes sewwper cute. =D. hes a baseball player..and he was recently in Aragon Highs production of Kiss Me Kate. so he can sing and dance. and he likes doing it! hes already perfect. hes actally not white, and he likes hip hop and rap. which is cool, cuz im open to hip hop and rap..more hip hop, but you know. hes really nice, and gives really good hugs. hehe. i looove it. well, lets see. everyone thought it was my birthday today because Gen let me wear her crown thingy..it was funny! my whole geometry class sang happy birthday to me! =D yay. it was sewwper fun times. umm, lets see..in PE today i was sprinting during speedball, and i think i pulled a muscle, it hurt sooo bad! but its gone now, so i dont really care..i like aragon, its fun. im joining jazz band soon! i totally mastered Blues in Bflat on trombone!. yeyyah! it sounds so cool. it seems like a really east piece if you just say "blues in B flat" but its mos def, NOT!. its sewwper hard, but so much fun i dont realy care how hard it is...=D well, i have to head off to jasmines house..the Loches are gonna be taking care of my bunny, Fifi, when my family is up in Tahoe for Thanksgiving!! i havent seen/talked to jazz in a long time! im excited. anywho, gotta go, much love! ill try to update when im in tahoe! theres a public computer and everything, so yeah. well, take care and have a Happy Thanksgiving guys!

much love, Aya

current mood: cheerful..*music notes!*
Comments: 2 hugs - give me a hug.
Monday, November 22nd, 2004
6:12 pm

if i were a month i'd be: July
if i were a day of the week i'd be: saturday

 if i were a time of day i'd be: 4:30

if iwere a planet i'd be: Jupiter

 if i were a dirticon i'd be: West

if i were a sin i'd be: whatevers clever

 if i were a historical figure i'd be: the statue of liberty

 if iwere a langauge i'd be: English

if iwere a liquid id be: flavored waterr

if iwere a tree i'd be a: redwood

if i were a bird i'd be a: flamingo

if i were a tool i'd be a: wrench

 if i were a flower/plant i'd be a: Hibiscus

if i were a type of weather i'd be: lightning

 if i were a mythical creature i'd be a: jackalope

 if i were a musical instrument i'd be a: TROMBONE

 if i were an animal i'd be a: moose

 if i were a color i'd be: green

 if i were a vegtable i'd be: a pickled cucumber

if i were an emotion i'd be: Love

 if i were a fruit i'd be a: mango

if i were a sound i'd be: percussion

 if i were a element i'd be: iunno

if i were a type of water i'd be: purified

 if i were a car i'd be : Barbies

if iwere a song i'd be: "slow karate"- locale AM

if i were a book i'd be: Die Slowly- Christopher Pike

if i were a food i'd be: lasagna

if iwere contenent i'd be: Australia

if i were a matieral i'd be: flannel

if i were taste i'd be: sweet

 if i were a scent i'd be: sweet fruits and flowers

if i were a religion i'd be: catholic (even though im really lutheran)

 if i were a phrase i'd be: i love you

 if i were an object i'd be a: pillow

 if i were a body part i'd be: eyes

 if i were a facial exprssion i'd be: a smile

 if i were a subject in school i'd be: BAND!!
if i were a cartoon character i'd be: bugs bunny!

if i were a shape i'd be a: heart

if iwere a number i'd be: 24

if i were a sea animal i'd be a: sponge[bob]

if i were a movie id be: Waynes World

 1. copy and post in your LJ

2. BOLD anything that is true

 3. leave plain anything that is un true

4. add something

01. I miss somebody right now

. 02. I watch more tv than I used too.

 03. I love olives.

04. I love sleeping.

05. I own lots of books.

 06. I wear glasses or contact lenses.

 07. I love to play video games.

 08. I've tried marijuana.

 09. I've watched porn movies.

 10. I have been in a threesome.

11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

13. I have acne free skin.

 14. I like and respect Al Sharpton.

15. I curse frequently.

16. I have changed alot mentally over the last year.

17. I have a hobby.

18. I've been told I have a nice butt.

19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

20. I'm really, really smart. -well, not really really

21. I've never broken anyone else's bones.

22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.

23. I love rain.

24. I'm paranoid at times.

25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

26. I need money right now.

27. I love sushi.

28. I talk really, really fast. sometimes

29. I have fresh breath in the morning. -after brushing of teeth

30. I have semi-long hair.

31. I have lost money in Las Vegas.

32. I have at least one brother and/or sister.

33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.

34. I shave my legs.

35. I have a twin.

37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

38. I like the way that I look.

39. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.

40. I know how to do cornrows.

 41. I am usually pessimistic.

42. I have mood swings.

43. I think prostitution should be legalized.

44. I think Britney Spears is pretty.

45. I have cheated on significant other.

46. I have a hidden talent.

47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

48. I think that I'm popular.

49. I am currently single.

50. I have kissed someone of the same sex.

51. I enjoy talking on the phone.

52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

53. I love to shop.

54. I would rather shop than eat.

55. I would classify myself as ghetto.

56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.

57. I'm obsessed with my Lj!

58. I don't hate anyone.

59. I'm a pretty good dancer.

60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.

61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

62. I have a cell phone.

63. I watch MTV on a daily basis.

65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

67. I have never been in a real relationship before.

 68. I've rejected someone before.

69. I currently have a crush on someone.

70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

71. I want to have children in the future.

72. I have changed a diaper before.

73. I've had cops called on me before.

74. I bite my nails.

75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.

76. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.

77. I have alot to learn.

78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.

79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.

80. I am very shy around the opposite sex.

81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.

82. I have at least 5 away messages saved.

83. I have tried alcohol before.

84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.

85. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie.

86. I have avoided assignments to be on Xanga or Livejournal.

87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.

88. I enjoy country music.

89. I love my best friends!!

90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.

92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.

93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".

96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

98. I have dated a close friend's ex.

99. I'm happy as of this moment.

100. I have gone scuba diving.

101. Had a crush on somebody you have never met.

102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.

103. I play a musical instrument. (try 2! yeyyah! haha...)

104. I strongly dislike math.

105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.

106. I own and use a library card.

107. I fall in 'lust' more than in 'love.'

108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.

109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.

110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "Lost"

111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.

112. I am an entirely different person around different people.

 113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.

114. I think ramen is the best kinds of food in the whole world.

115. I am suffering of a broken heart.

116. I am a weirdo.

117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.

118. I am left handed and proud of it.

119.I don't change who I am for someone.

120. My heart resides below my feet

current mood: yay!
Comments: 1 hug - give me a hug.
4:31 pm - i really like nathan! hehe


01. I have a cell phone
02. I'm obsessed with new things.

03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love my gauged ears.
06. I love wearing a lot of black eyeliner
07. I love Daquiris.
08. I love the weekends.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags (Coach, Burberry, Louis Vuitton)
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
17. I like the Backsreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake. !!!!!
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizzare.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I've seen "She's All That" at least 50 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Charmed.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. Winter is my least favorite season.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I am the hottest guy
40. I have a lot of drama
41. No one knows my full story of my life.
42. I love my hair.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.

53. I have had a broken bone.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.
60. I love to sing.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer
65. I hate when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
66. I'm a vegetarian
/vegan/don't eat beef.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I love Play-Doh.
69. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I like high school.
72. I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things.
73. I don't drink enough to get drunk.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I love the Olsen twins.
79. I'm gonna try out for the softball team.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.

83. Bam Margera is hott
84. I love the smell of fresh laundry.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I hate the feeling of failure.
90. I am still a virgin.
91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid.

94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
95. I can stay on the computer forever
96. I love music. !!!!!!!!!!
97. I wish I was more motivated when it comes to school.
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
99. I have problems letting go of people.
100. I hate the feeling of being alone.

current mood: happpy.
Comments: give me a hug.
Saturday, November 20th, 2004
1:07 pm

hey hey! i havent had much time to update in here for the past week or so, so here it goes..

ummm. my week actually wasnt very exciting..up until thursdayy. on thursday i got to skip 5th period to go to a lunch time PS show. the show, unfortunately, wasnt that great..i messed up A LOT..lol. but thats okie doke. when i got back to school i (once again) met this guy Nathan.  hes this super cute sophmore and hes really nice. hes Paul in our schools musical, Kiss Me, Kate.  he sings, dances, on the water polo team, and the baseball team, and is just super awesome in everything. its cwazy! thursday night i went to the musical, it was crazy awesome! yeyyah. and after the show i was looking for some friends that were in the musical, then he found me..and asked what my name was, and yeah. hes so adorable. i really like him, i mean, i finally found someone at school that i really like! on friday, Ana told me that Nathan thinks that im really cute, and she told him that i think hes really cute, hence, the starting of something.  so he found me during break and came up to me, and we just talked for like 2 minutes..and yeyahh. then, i didnt really talk to him for the rest of the day..but God knows hes been on my mind. i had a really good day today. it was funn. =D. uhh, so after school Hannah runs up to me and says that Nathan came up to her and asked her about me..lol. she called me "dude magnet". haha..i really hope something happens with nathan and i. cause i really like him! =D anywho..we had another show last night. it was surprisingly reallllly good! Landon, Jesse, Victoria and I did 'Chicago' for the first time at a show! and i would say it was reallly good! well, i felt good about it anyway. hehe. we also did 'newsboy' for the first time. i think soon ill be ready for king of new york. i still have to practice alot though. well, im probably boring you with all this talk about shit you have no idea about..so i shall go . have fun! and conrats Joey for getting your licence!!!!!! i love you!!!

xoxo Aya

current mood: crazy
Comments: give me a hug.
Sunday, November 14th, 2004
1:57 pm - sophisticated fun..

alrightt..so yesterday was the homecoming game. Aragon vs. Hillsdale..and i was totally right. we kicked hillsdale off the wall. wow. what was the score you say? 50 - 19! biiiatch. the game wasnt very exciting..i mean, all it was.."touch down aragon, yet another touchdown aragon...*fight song* *flinstones* *smoke on the water* *jaws* oh and uh..touch down aragon" thats it. thru the whole..2 1/2 hours. hannah and i went to the hillsdale side, i was gonna make fun of their band, because they really sucked..but then i didnt wanna be mean, so i didnt say anything. allies boyfriend, robbie, was there. i wish allie was there. that would have been the best. =D i love her. matongi hurt his knee half way thru the game, so he sat out the second half. sucks..half time show was awwesome. our mascot, the Don, was there. he did this dance to some crazy song. it was so funny. =D yeyyah. well, thats about all that happened. i went home, watched tv, came online, ate, talked to garet on the phone..thats about it. im a loser..lol. oh yeah! my friend Sandy from music and fine arts camp was at the game! that was funn. and i found out that clarence, this senior in band, was in PS! cwwazy! anywho..today im going shopping and getting my hair cut. its not gonna be much shorter..cuz i look terrible with short hair.but yeah. anywho..i shall go and shower now!

much love,

xoxo Aya

current mood: maybee..
Comments: give me a hug.
Friday, November 12th, 2004
8:14 pm

i havent really written in herre for a while...lets see whats been goin on.. this week was perrrty cool, even though its not over yet.. *GO DONS* so monday, tuesday and wednesday were regular boring days at school. wednesday night i went over to hayward to hang out wit the wang out at the eclipse residence.  i played alexs new geetar (its really sexy) and we watched a cinderella story, i thought it was really cute. alex got hella mad cuz it was a chick flick, but he'll get over it..so after that we all hung out outside...in the rain! yay. i love just standing in the middle of their street at night. its really cool, dont ask me why..but i love it. we took a stroll over to sunset..alex was having fun running around everywhere..haha. and then we headed back and stayed outside for like another hour. went inside...alex went to sleepy. justine and i were watching tv and we fell asleep, and then uh...slept! yeyahh. the next morning i woke up to danny(heckka dumb kid that i met last year) calling me..it was like 730 and all he said was "wake up call" damn i hate people like that!  anywayz..ashley arrived and everyone was in justines room listening to simple plan..*welcome to my life* it was alexs and ashleys one month anniversary! cuuteness. we went to san ho and hung out at the library and went to SJSU and ate at la victoria! that place was soooooooo good. ohh man. awesome stuff. some homeless guy was calling me his sister...it was sorta funny. he was telling alex to "take care of his sister" i was like..mmhm. alright! anywho..enought about wed/thurs.

today: today was some pimp shit. first was band (yeyyah) second..PE. ugh. 3rd is english..we had a sub today which is all good..i left halway into the period anyway. we had our HOMECOMING RALLY  it was soo awesome. the football team did this helllllla tite dance type show. oh wow. junior and one of the other guys were freakin to *my boo* it was awwesome! matongi is so adorable..i love his dancing, heckka fun! yay. there was this really cool kung fu thing that these asian guys did. it was so cool, they looked like they were flying!! one of the guys was really cute too. lol. i was in the front row cuz i had to play in band..i just sat there the whole time, with a perfect view of everything. =D even though i had to sit thru 2 rallys. cuz band..yeah. anywhoo. that was pretty much my day. the rally totally made my day. i looved it. tomorrows the big homecoming game vs. hillsdale...we're gonna kick their asses so bad. its not even funny. tomorrow is also homecoming.. yeah. so david didnt ask me. he's hella shy. sorta weird, but whatever. i still wish i could have gona with mike, but thats a thought that will remain until it becomes a reality.

all in all, i had a pretty cool week. aragon is hella fun, although i do miss my dear hayward. alright then..keep it real. haha. im turning black...like justine aka jeniquah hahaaa. *drop it like its hot*

much love,

xoxo Aya

current mood: happy
Comments: give me a hug.
Sunday, November 7th, 2004
3:36 pm - lets go to the beach!


[x] love is: a tingly feeling in your stomach when youre talking to him, when youre heart beats faster and slower at the same time

[x] first love: jake

[x] love or lust?: love

[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: yes

 [x] when love hurts: i write what i feel

[x] true or false: mos def, true

[x] is there such thing as love at first sight?: it hasnt been true for me so far, but i believe in a thing called love.

[x] are you in love right now?: im not sure

_______Opposite Sex_______

[x] turn ons: grreat personality, eyes, into music as much or more than i am

[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: not really

[x] what kinda hair style?: i looove emo hair, like whooa. but it really doesnt matter

[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you: make me laugh, let me have a good time, just holding my hand is good.

[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: hell yeah! haha..just kidding. no

_______Picky Picky_______

[x] dog or cat: doggys

[x] short or long hair: guys- doesnt matter, me- long

[x] sunshine or rain: rainy days in the sunshine state

[x] moon or sun: moon

[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: umm, how about...a lot of reallly good friends. works for me!

[x] written letters or e-mails: written letters

[x] play station or nintendo: nintendo 89. haha. audio karate!

[x] car or motorcycle: cars

[x] house party or club:  house party

[x] sing or dance:  both! ps in the house! w0ot



[x] how are you today?: im alright, and you?

[x] what song are u listening to right now?: a new abyss- interpret this

[x] how is the weather right now?: its alright, sorta windy, but sunny

[x] last dream you can remember?: uhh..not a PG rated one. haha










5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON IF YOU TURNED SUICIDAL: uhh, if everyone i loved died.








BF/GF/CRUSH? uhh...crush, yes




11. HAVE A BEST FRIEND THAT IS THE OPPOSITE GENDER? WHO? yeyyahh. Alex is my best fwend. jake is sort of still. mike is getting there. i love them


12. WHAT DO YOU LIKE DOING WHEN YOU`RE DEPRESSED? i like writing poems, thinking, listening to fun music to get me in a better mood, and eating.


13. CHEERFUL OR BORING? cheeeerful


14. DESCRIBE A PERFECT DATE. perfect date...hmm. he picks me up, we go out to eat at an old fashioned diner, talk a lot, get into a deep conversation, then when we're done he takes surprises me by taking me somewhere unbelievable. (ill leave it up to him to decide where that is, maybe a show..) then, we get closer, holding hands as im in his arms, and we kiss.


15. EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY KNOWS WHY THE SKY IS BLUE? WHAT DO YOU THINK? uh, not really, ive always thought it was blue because the ocean is blue..but maybe its the other way around.






18. EVER HATED ANYONE LIKE HELL? a couple times, yeah


19. DO YOU DO ANYTHING WHEN A PERSON BREAKS UP WITH YOU AFTER ONE DAY? its never happened to me, i wouldnt know





21. DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF? i believe in everyone


22. EVER PHYSICALLY HURT YOURSELF? helll yeah, too many times





i dont think i have one.






uh..yeah, i sorta went out with jake..and mike is just a really good friend, and yes, i have feelings for him



WHAT WOULD YOU DO? well, they both know



YOUR LIFE? hell no. im not famous, nor rich. so uh..no


29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS OR SOUNDS WHEN YOU`RE SLEEPING? umm, i know i move around..and from what i know, ive only talked in my sleep once, and that was because i was really tired. it was the day that i had school, football game, then hard workin PS practice. << 13 hours that i was doing that stuffs



yeah haha



i sleep a lot





PERFECT? no way. no one is perfect, no matter what anyone says.




x\\ spell your name backwards: aya. yay!

x\\ have you ever had a song written about you: yeah, hehe...much love mike

x\\ what song makes you cry: "this i promise you" by Nsync...carissas favorite song. *RIP Issa, i love you*

x\\ what song makes you happy: any ska song

x\\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: my rainy days mix

x\\ height: umm. i think 5 ft 2

x\\ hair color: dark brown

x\\ piercings: non-existant

x\\ tattoos: n/a


Right Now . . .

x\\ what color pants are you wearing: froggy PJs

x\\ what song are you listening to: bohemian rhapsody

x\\ what taste is in your mouth?: nothing

x\\ whats the weather like?: check the weather channel

x\\ how are you?:   my back hurts

x\\ get motion sickness?: yeahh

x\\ have a bad habit?: yeyahhhh

x\\ get along with your parents? : usually

x\\ boyfriend/girlfriend: meh

x\\ have a big regret: no

Favorite . .

.x\\ tv show: full house

x\\ conditioner: garnier fructis

x\\ shampoo: same as above

x\\ non alchohol drink: root beer, juice

x\\ alchohol drink: sparkling wine


Have You Ever . . .

x\\ broken the law: maybe, i dont know

 x\\ ran away from home: no

x\\ snuck out of the house: haha, yeyyah

x\\ made a prank phone call: not anymore..but i used to

x\\ tipped over a portapotty: haha!!

x\\ used your parents credit card: yeah

x\\ fell asleep in the shower/bath: probably

x\\ had children: no, but i will

x\\ been hurt: yeah


Random . . .

x\\ have a job: nope

x\\ your cd player has what in it right now: umm...popsmear records sampler

x\\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: greeen

x\\ what makes you happy: a lot of things

x\\ the confused CD you're going to buy: what?!

Who/When/What Was the Last . . .

x\\ you got a real letter: rosie!!/2 weeks ago..?/ my wings!!

x\\ got an email: um, iunno.

x\\ thing you purchased: videos from the hollywood video/yesterday

x\\ tv program you watched: iunno

x\\ kissed: uhh..lets not get into that

x\\ hugged: sheraj, adam or hannah/yesterday

x\\ song heard: one two step/right now

x\\ place you were [ besides home ]: hollywood video/last night

x\\ phonecall: alex/half hour ago

x\\ you were depressed: last wednesday

x\\ you were in the hospital: a couple weeks ago

When/What Comes to Mind When You Hear . . .

x\\ car: i want one

x\\ murder: she wrote

x\\ cape: batman

x\\ penis: sheraj/garet

x\\ cell: phone

x\\ shoe: converse

x\\ fun: hayward

x\\ crush: mike

x\\ music: band camp!

x\\ chalk: susie

x\\ candy: halloween!


holy COW! that took a long time. alrighty then! i shall be back later!!

current mood: hungray
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2:55 pm - green is the new pink

alright, alright...so i guess this weekend wasnt too bad, its not FULLY over yet..but practically. i was thinking about grid and how mike probably cant come. unless some unbelievable miracle happens, which i doubt, but hey! it could happen...anywho. i was thinking and its not the end of the world if he cant come. i mean, although my feelings for him lately have been stronger than they ever were, i dont think theyll fade for a while. something about him, hes different. i dont even know. i mean, i havent seen him sinse the taking back sunday show, but everytime i do get to see him, itll be that much better...this sounds like sewwper silly, but i mean, if we end up going out before camp next year, then, camp wont be as fun. camp=about 9 days of seeing him every single day. i know, 9 days..big woop. its hardly anything. of course i know that...but its not like camp is the only time i see him. duude, i dont even know what the fuck im talking about...none of that makes any sense now that i read it. all i can say is that im not really worrying about anything because i know that itll traumatize me, and then ill be all weird...and who knows what else. im just gonna be patient and take it as it comes at me. things may go wrong, but there is a slight chance that things may take a right turn, and go down the path of victory! haha...wow. im weird. but yeah...im just gonna leave everything as is and deal with it. its not the end of the world, ill be perfectly fine...i hope, atleast. im sure it will. i have nothing to worry about. anywayyyy!

mike had ANOTHER show last night, i hope that went well...he says it did, so hey. im gonna take his word for it. im starting to get into local bands again, another phase...w0ot. but i wont be AS obsessed as i was in 7th grade..haha. i definately DO need to go to wayyy more shows though. ugh. i hate being 14. its like the worst age. its not the beginning of teenage life, youre not old enough to take drivers ed, and its the age when your parents just decide to start raggin on you about everything.  although, i have to say, highschool is good. i love it. but whateverr. ay, well its time to practice me trombone. so long, me lads.

arharharharharhar, oh yeahh! if anyone knows of good picture sites...like..where you can keep your pictures and put them on livejournal for instance..if so..leave a comment!

xoxo Aya aka. BOSTON! yeyahhh

current mood: piratey
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Thursday, November 4th, 2004
8:15 pm
hmm, okae..so my computer wont let me do rich text...oh well! today was just a day, much better than yesterday i must say. i was depressed, but not at the same time. it was cwazy! but i DID see lightning yesterday which was soo cool. hmmm..so today i woke up to suburban legends! yay. umm..i layed in bed for about half hour..got OUT of bed at 7..took a shower..lalala..i end up in band. yay! today i played trombone, one of my loves. yay. had fun playing trombone, as always..my lips feel good..haha, not numb! i didnt see my secret admirer today. but thats okae i guess. in PE we had a really easy run, which is always good..in english..OMG! i feel like im in the dumbest class ever! we had to do this context and commentary thing for a quote in the book we're reading and i was the only fuckin one who did it! oh my fuckin god. wow. i was getting so frustrated! but after all it turned out fine..umm..in bio we took notes..pretty much it. i love sitting next to carlos and jerome. its fun, although i TOTALLY miss sitting next to scratchy and matongi! *this is a cowda* fun times..
at lunch..lets see..Alex was trying to get rid of a bunch of candy..lol..umm..other Alex was talking about fucking carlos in the ass all lunch..HAHA! of course he was kidding..Alex has EMO hair! its so cute..lol! ritter is reminding me of the marcofconan! haha..camp times! w0ot. its when he slaps someone on the back and his hand print shows up, but its no ordinary hand print..ritter only has 4 1/2 fingers on right hand! haha..the ear thing. ohhh man! good times. yup yup, i bet you can imagine! mwaahahahaha. nerf nuts! fire hack! "lets light shit on fire! woot" haha. i loooove it. i miss camp. everyday someone reminds me of camp, without realizing it. camp is in my head everyday. every time i look at my flute, or really any instrument...automatically...BAND CAMP! especially when like..i notice the little things..like..when someone has a ukulele, or a hat like skittles', or when i see my grouch hat, or a hacky sack, when i hear a peice that symph band played..or one of the songs we sang in chorus..when i see shawn! which i havent visited yet..but i shall. when i listen to KCSM i think of Dexter..when i look at my wings i think of Rosie, when i think of PS i think of Allie and Drew AKA mr penguin..and my trombone teacher knows Anna-belle! how awesome is that?! so many things. wow. i love camp
okae, enough mourning about not being at camp...lets see... Dom was at school yesterday..well he was there after school. but not like i can think about him...i have one already thats always on my mind..! hehe. okkiie. thats enough! i hope you all had an awesome halloween! i know i did! it was sooo much fun! wow. i danced, i went trick or treating, hung out..thats only the simple version..have a nice day!

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Monday, November 1st, 2004
5:58 pm - like..dance?

This is a poem type deal that I wrote for someone.  I invited him to homecoming. He’s most likely (hopefully!!) going to be able to make it. But he’s seemed distant for quite some time now...  I plan on showing him how I really feel when I see him.  Some of you know who he is. Some don’t. That’s okae..

Well, here it goes.


I’m sorry for not keeping your hand in mine that night

I’m sorry for not letting you know how I really feel

Its all over now and I’m sorry for wanting you, wanting you to want me..


I’m sorry for living a lie that night

I’m sorry for telling you the truth

I’ll tell you what I’m not sorry for.

I’m not sorry for loving you


There are times when all I can think about is holding your hand

Having it be real

No secrets

No defaults

No lies

Nothing exists - only you and I.

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